“[Motherhood] is not something to do if you can squeeze the time in. It is what God gave you time for.” Rachel Jankovic, ‘Motherhood is a Calling’

Sunday morning is here again. I did stay up until midnight and sleep in until 8 so I barely have time to write. But I did clean the house yesterday. And it felt like it took an hour for us to just clean the living room and kitchen, which “weren’t that messy” And I did… Read More

It’s just too much. I don’t know what I’m doing or where I’m going with my life. I want to be a stay at home mom. But I also want to be able to do philanthropy and make a difference. And I want to be able to buy nice things. Not silly things, buy nice… Read More

The other day I wrote, “It’s morning and I have time to write!” I’m realizing today that I could write every morning if I chose to make it happen. Anyways, this week I did a couple of things that kind of have me turned around. First, I created a lovely spreadsheet of our incomes and… Read More Quarter Life Crisis: Am I Actually Going Where I Want To Go?

Yesterday we went to the temple with the ward. There was a luncheon afterwards so it was definitely an all day affair. It was a lot of fun to be with a bunch of friends having fun. Kathy watched Clark for us. Today is Sunday and we slept in. I should be getting ready for… Read More Diary 11.10.19

It’s morning and I have a little time! Lately I’ve been so sleepy by like 7:30. Actually that’s been happening for long time. But maybe because daylight savings just ended, is been easy peasy to go to bed at 9 or earlier. Such crash. Much tired. Wow. I love my little bean. I LOVE sleeping… Read More Morning free write 11.5.19

Baby meal kits/meal plans. I mean, I’m sure if you are getting them to replace some expensive formula it kind of makes sense. But even then a baby still needs to get a certain amount of formula in a day and you can still feed them much simpler cheap and easy meals. Dude, Make an… Read More You know what irks me the most!?